मी जरी शांत असलो..
तरी आत काही जळत आहे...
माझ्या मनाची आग...
सर्व काही जाळत आहे...
पेटत आहेत सर्व दिशा..
पेटत आहे आकाश...
प्रश्नांचे काहुर माजले आहे...
सूर्य उजाडला तरी मी जागाच आहे...
मी जरी शांत असलो..
तरी आत काही जळत आहे...
रोहित काळे
22 November 2014
At 15 November 2014 after office I went to went to Pune. Sourabh dropped me on CBS stand. There I found one Volvo. Beside me their is one person may be age of 35 or 40. We talked with each other and exchanged cell numbers also. He is from Murgud and he has mobile shop. His name is Shashikant Jadhav. I informed Tanu on whatsapp and called 2 times but no answer.. Phone cut... It's ok may be busy after getting missed call she may call me.
At 9:45 pm I reached at chafekar chowk their Ranjeet picked me. And we wen to home. Then after I get fresh we took dinner. Radhika slept early.
16 November 2014
In the morning we decided to go to the Lavasa lake city. Me, Ranjeet, Yuga, Radhika, Mummy and Pappa. This was my 1st visit to Lavasa it was great. Nice lake.. nice building structure. And nice greenery. Whole day we are there. In the evening we go to dinner.
17 November 2014
After Radhika getting ready me and Yuga dropped her in school. Then me and Pappa go for booking ticket. And booked my seat at 4pm Neeta Volvo. At 12pm we took lunch I played with Radhika and took rest for some time. At 4:15pm I started journey to Kolhapur.
These days are awesome. Got one new friend, Family hangouts also there and many memories I collected.
13 Nov 2014
Mummy, Pappa went to Pune with Yuga Ranjit and Radhu. I woke up late and ready for office.. In the lunch break I took Davangiri Dosa. awesome taste. I just understood that some peoples are just talk only but doing nothing. Some fear pull them back I think I'm also one of them but when I decided from mind then I will definitely do that.
After office I went to woodland shop to meet Rakesh. Then we took Chinese soup. But mistakenly they served non veg soup. So Rakesh ordered new soup and I finished non veg soup.
Pappa called me to inform that they have reached Pune at 5 am morning , I talked withe mummy also. After went to home I saw that milk remain outside so I boiled it and put it in the fridge.
I don't understood now what to do? Then Purvi's message appeared on my mobile screen. She didn't like my profile dp from whats app as well as from fb. I think just call to Purvi to inform her that I will be in Pune on this Saturday. I called her inform her and wow we talked much. And I feel proud that she believe in me. She told to everyone about me. I feel like proud on myself. Thanks Purvi for being my good friend.
मैत्री असावी तर अशी... पण काही लोकांना माझ्या बद्दल खुप गैर समज झालेत.. होउदेत... "Who the hell cares" ... त्यामुळे त्यांच्या मनात नाही तर डोक्यात तर राहींन मी कायमचा...
12 Nov 2014
If someone said that you are dead for them then better you stay like dead; but in the form of GHOST... Yes so they will fill the presence of you each and every time...
For you I'm dead and for me I'm always with you. Whatever the form of presence :) ;-)
We fight each time but still with together. Because there is one bond in between us that still binds us. I don't know that bond is of Love, faith, friendship, Favour or anything else? Whatever the reason but especially I don't wanted to loose the person like you.
Your definition and my definition about friendship is totally different. So you live your life as you want and I live my life as I want. I don't think that in friendship there is no need to meet.. no need to talk; if talk then talk after a long time.. bla bla bla..
Let's try again what we discussed midnight for more than 1/2 hour... I explained you all the things and you explained me all the things. So let's find out the result..
In the morning I got call from friend and we started to fight.. We fight much on call also I did not get the the proper answer. Due to someone call our discussion ends. I started working... Yuga also called today about the Alibag tour but it was cancelled already. She is coming tomorrow. After diwali we will meet Radhu once again but they don't staying much time.. They have Jatra in Kurukali so they coming to attend that and day after tomorrow they going back to Puna.
In the afternoon I messaged to friend that I will call at evening after went to home. But at the evening friend's message appeared on whatapp that going out with family so may be didn't picking the phone... OK I will understood. But after work finished then also call didn't came. That's total bullshit...
I got no answer... and gets blocked on Whatsapp....
So it's proved that there is no soft corner...
So why should I change?
Remain as it is.. as previously living...
So I'm doing the same thing... Live life like a "King".
Today 9th Nov 2014, Plan already discussed... but anyways..
Me ,Mummy, Pappa, Sarita Kaki went to Shirol their meet Aatya and Rahul and complete the plan as decided...
Rohit what did you heard??
Love is mistake...
Come again...
Love is a mistake...
Is that you heard?
Yes I was...
Huh!
How anyone can say that love is a mistake... Yes in this world each person just thinking of his status only.. If love is mistake then when u fall in love that time where your brain gone? That time you think from heart but when marriage fixed that time you started thinking from brain.... Hahahahaha what a joke... Before marriage fixed the Answer was Love but now its mistake.... hahahahaha...
When both person's knows each other's secrets then it's become mistake at the time of marriage... wah bhai waah.. It's just saving yourself from the actual reality.. But it's truth... Someday it will be came over the world... And that time you shamed yourself...
So what will we do? Stay in relationship? Or become a Dr.?
If love is mistake then you have to pay for it...
7 Nov 2014
In the evening I'm so happy because we called each other and talked but it's cut due to some reason... There is no need to cut the phone but it's OK...
Then I hold camera and started clicking... but in mind there is other thinking... so I can't captured one proper photo; each photo is just useless. I deleted all the photo which I clicked... And started PC. I found old photos and just uploaded them on my fb page. I went back to the future.. I saw MP tour photos wow its awesome...
Thank god there are lots of memories...Without memory's Rohit is nothing.... In my life there are lots of memories with bunch of happiness and sadness also. I wanted to collect each and every moment of my life.
Right now I have thought that I want to take some days leave and go for tour alone or with friends.. I think alone will be much good for me.. Because I will get time to find the real Rohit in me... I hope I will definitely plan it...
Today I really gone mad... What was the reason?? I just speak bad words with friend(hope so).... I think it calmly and I found the answer...
If any other person don't beleives in you or don't have trust on you then better you don't try to prove youself.. Just stay as it is.. stay as a untrusted person for that person... then in future it will be less pain... Cause you already know that you are untrusted person...
What was my fault?
The fault is only that 2-3 months ago I uploaded pics on social network... But the actual fact was that whose photo that person also didn't recognise that photo and I did not hide from that person. I told that person that I have uploaded that photo's. When it was heard by that person then that person called and in extremly rude voice insulted me.... and first sentence was so so soooooooooo rude I can hear that voice till now... I felt sorry.. And deleted that pics... The sorry was from the heart but once you become untrusted then there is no matter how nice you could be with that person...
Its ok.. If I am not a trusted person then I live like untrusted person....
Now Me,Rakesh & Kausthub travelling to Mumbai because tomorrow there is naming cerimony of Kailas's new born baby girl... She is soooo cute we seen her photo on whatsapp. This jorney only for the Kailas,Shraddha Vahini and their angel.. May god bless that child.
